I’ve been getting a lot of interest from new models who are interested in shooting with me. It’s actually giving me a fair amount of motivation and restoring my confidence in my own abilities. I’m actually contacting them back rather than just smiling over the fact that someone took a moment to appreciate something I’ve created and then forgetting about it, like I have been for some time now.
I’m happy when I create, though the things I create don’t always make people smile. That’s not what I want anyway. I just want it to make you think. If that pisses you off, or better yet gives you an odd feeling of mixed emotions even better. This round the ideas are darker than ever, and come perhaps from a deeper place inside.
Revenge, perhaps drives some of my creativity. Revenge on those who never supported me or had faith in me. If a satisfaction that you succeed, receive recognition, perhaps even praise, in spite of those who should have been there but weren’t can be called revenge.
As winter comes, then let my revenge be served cold.
